Brotch @ explaining

[brotch]

Dear admins,

I know much off you guys hate me and i know much off you want to ban me. And i do know, that if i am on fp and playing normal. No one will ban me.

But today i failed. I do was on fp but just had a very worse day.
And was very pissed. The reasons for that doesn't matter at all.

So i was pissed and joined RPM. There i went to seek because nobody else wanted to seek. Also there wasnt an admin in the server. So all hiders said come to street we all try to stun.

That went pretty good and i had alot off fun there. But then 5 minutes before the map was ended reality came in the server.

I had a pretty high score so i wanted to try a highscore. But reality joined the seekers to.
I asked very nice to him to go hide but he ignored me. Then he also took the mm1 and killed everybody in front off me.

So i said to him with caps FUCK OFF. Then he muted me. And on that moment i became agressive because i still was pissed a bit. I just didnt understand why i get a mute for saying FUCK OFF.
It aint that worse as much other words. But the map was finished 30seconds after the mute.
Then the map raven was. And i said to reality in dutch "do you know what cancer means'' reality said ''yes'' then i said ''i hope you get it''

I know i am wrong and i am really sorry.
So i do want to apologize to reality because i know words can hurt much more then a kick or a punch in the face.

I aint asking for a unban here because he had all rights to ban me.
I only want to say sorry.

And i hope i am allowed to play next month again. I really want to get off my image as a aggressive hacking player.

But what i did tomorrow doesnt help me at all.

Again i am sorry

Greets

Brotch

[Charlie]

You'll have to work on your temper.

[riel]

hey man,

i know emotions and especially anger (or love) have a great influence on our rational way of thinking. So i can pretty good understand the mistake you made. Still its very bad to do, but as you said.. youve seen that yourself too and apologized for it. its all you can do (together with avoid this in the future) and all i can say is: good post.

[linkan]

Well, I'm not surprised that you've been banned for your behaviour. Not the first time you insult admins/other players, You've got banned by insulting me before.
To be honest you're getting as annoying as the "iyF-team" were back then with infinity, ihustle and androew.
Behave or stay banned permanently, I'm sick of seeing/hearing you insulting people like this.

[reality]

Hmm, I toke mm1? obvicious. I joined the last few minutes the server and you were seeking. You asked me to hide but I said no. Next round I had the case and you had the mm1, but still I killed them so you were mad and said "Reality FUCK OFF". After that I muted you. The next map you were un-muted and you began to ask to me from where I came. I answered /stats 1. When you checked Im from The Netherlands you said in nl: "Reality you know what cancer means"? I answered with yes and you told me: "Well get it cancer guy". When I heard that I could only think of a straight ban without a reason (reason watch_your_words).
Hopefully you learned from this behaviour and see you next month.

[Mario]

May 14, 2010 22:52:19 GMT 1 brotch said:

. I really want to get off my image as a aggressive hacking player.

Well put some more fucking effort in it then! Because seriously, I haven't noticed anything of you trying this yet. When I saw you came back to H&S a few weeks ago I thought: hey, cool, an oldschool player, ex adminteam member, that should be fun. But the only thing you do is whining, complaining, talking in !ca all the time, telling admins to mute, pop, kick, extend timelimit, do !mc, change the mapcycle, AND SO ON.

No, I don't hate you and no, you didn't insult me personally or something, but please understand my annoyance. Like Carl said, work on your temper, or in dutch: "Zorg dat je van je korte lontje afkomt "

[elephun]

I think everything will be ok next month

[brotch]

I want to say thanks to the people who reacted on my topic.
I really respect that.

And yes i do know i didnt tried much to get off my image but i really do want or else i didnt make this post.

To reality again i agree your ban and you did well at banning me.

See you guys next month.